Something I have been learning is that we all need to know that we have something that rewards us in this life. Entertainment can be one of those things. I had a difficult time wondering why my motivation to do all of the things I need to do just seems on the stuck button. I think I have fallen upon one of the reasons. All I have is a chore list. I have a very difficult time allowing myself to have fun! This past week I have spent some time just playing some games on the computer and guess what I am more motivated and less stuck to do the things that I need to do. I have a payoff, some fun. This is something that is very difficult for me, as silly as that may sound. Everyone else can have fun, but for myself it is difficult to allow myself to just goof off. I feel terribly guilty when I do. Like it is such a waste of time.
I am glad I am learning this life truth. Other people sometimes have difficulty working and just want to goof off which may also be just as damaging to one's overall well being. But, only being about work all the time is just as unhealthy. As time goes I will get better and be a better rounded person, but it sure is taking a long time.
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