Feeling pretty good

Well I am feeling pretty good about the fact that I am writing something everyday.  Even if it isn't saying much at least I am meeting my objective of writing something.  I am so desiring to keep my mind active and alert.
I have been playing games on the computer and that seems to help in some ways, although i am beginning to tire of them somewhat, they still hold my interest enough and I think it is great brain exercise as I have seen a marked improvement in my memory.  Which is nice.  I was really having difficulties remembering anything!  That is the problem with having so much down time.

Today i don't feel so great physically, but hopefully this will pass.  maybe I just need to go outside and walk.

I feel so blessed today, just an abundance of joy in my heart in spite of my headache and upset tummy and usual aches and pains.  i think this is a good sign, maybe my spirit is getting fed more and I can easily over come the physical discomfort and still feel so much joy and happiness!!

i do not remember if I shared about my "Pride" realization, but I think I do want to write it down because I do not want to forget.  The sin of pride in my life has been seeking for something to hang itself on and lately, I have not had anything I can be proud of so i have been miserable...my sin like an addiction continued to tell me, go do something, get a job, buy a house, something...anything...I was just so uncertain of why I keep feeling the strong urge to do something...then when i understood that I did not have anything I could talk about or have anyone say...really?  that's cool or whatever someone may say to you to build one up...my flesh has been miserable being at home.  I was so glad i finally was able to see what was happening...because I was like WHY AM I SO UNHAPPY?  my life is so good and easy, i have a husband that loves me, GOD has been incredible...well...sin sin sin...but this time...it had no where to go...so it kept trying to get me to GO somewhere anywhere really.  I am now at a place of peace with this.  I am super happy to be at home being a housewife and I feel really good that my favorite sin is finally being laid down as i pick up my cross and follow HIM :)  I have been asking the LORD for quite some time to help me lay this down and HE is faithfully helping me to understand my addiction to pride and how to recognize it before i am swimming in it up to my neck...this is a long process but oh so worth it.